I had a dream last night, like I always do, but this one was a little different. I go back to college on the 20th of this month and I fear my subconscious mind is bringing some of my past back. The dream takes place in a classroom in the college that I am attending. As the teacher speaks I find myself incapable of learning of what is being taught to me. My instructor quickly finds out I’m unable to learn and she sends me to a special ed class in college. All elementary junior high and high school I had to attend special classes because I was unable to learn. I fear my own subconscious mind might have doubt’s on my own ability to learn new things.
I will not given into my own fears. All my life I was told I would never amount to anything and that I would never be able to accomplish much. Guardian not only have I proven everyone wrong but I’ve also proved myself wrong. I have so much will power so much dedication I will not give up easily nor will I give in to my fears.